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Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow…
The title above was not talking about our history or life, nor diary. But, the way that we have to passing away al the time. In my way, I feel that it’s too significant for get more changed. We just look it too simple as simple as eating donuts. And also you have to know this idiom ‘A big rock can’t make a man get fall down, but he would kiss the floor because of a small stone’. Did you notice it??
Yesterday, I just a little boy who live in a small town that wasn’t including in a map.
Today, I am a man who wanna make an underlined moment all of the time in my life.
Tomorrow, I were a human who know people future and may to change it.
But at least, of course I always want to be the better one. Perhaps? No, it is Sure.

Menatap lembayung di langit Bali

dan kusadari betapa berharga kenanganmu
Di kala jiwaku tak terbatas
bebas berandai memulang waktu

Hingga masih bisa kuraih dirimu sosok yang mengisi kehampaan kalbuku Bilakah diriku berucap maaf
masa yang tlah kuingkari dan meninggalkanmu
oh cinta

Teman yang terhanyut arus waktu
mekar mendewasa
masih kusimpan suara tawa kita kembalilah sahabat lawasku semarakkan keheningan lubuk

Hingga masih bisa kurangkul kalian
sosok yang mengaliri cawan hidupku
Bilakah kita menangis bersama
tegar melawan tempaan semangatmu itu
oh jingga

Hingga masih bisa kujangkau cahaya
senyum yang menyalakan hasrat diriku
Bilakah kuhentikan pasir waktu
tak terbangun dari khayal keajaiban ini
oh mimpi

Andai ada satu cara
tuk kembali menatap agung surya-Mu
Lembayung Bali

Last night I was dreamed. I fought someone that I don't know who he is. When I woke up, I just though that I fought somebody that I want to beat him off. Why? For what? For my life of course. To make gone all of my unconfortable feeling.
In the real fact, I found that the unconfortable feeling is come from inside of my soul. Because I feel that each body have their bad and good side. The bad side is the unconfortable feeling I mean. So if I want to beat this, I have to beat my self first. Hmmm.... like a movie ya... But that is the truth hon.

One day, I was walking on the road to go to my older big bro. Then I saw a man looking for a few of help from people around him. In a slice time, I though that he just need to be help because of his critical condition, I mean his financial. Just look like another people like him in the world.
In other time than, I saw him again. Still looking for and asking for a little of coin that people want to give him. But at the moment, I though that he was not only do that to keep survive and expand his life. But it is more than like that. For me, it likes he try to tell the world "I'll keep my dreams in my hand". Too ironic. But that is what my little heart tell me about.
And now, I just have the same feeling like that pure guy. I feel that I life in this earth not only to keep my soul on my body, or look after much money to spend in to many things, or survive and try to defeated the 'pure' moment. But it more than like fight with the sky. I have to beat my way. I have to kicked my normal life. To life like a grass in the middle of water fall. for what? Of course to show my self to the world. Try to make' em look in to my self. And say to their selves that I, Me, Life in this world. Just like the old guy on the road.

Nobody knows who I am. None of people want to know me. This world know me nothing....

That the first word I want to say. To everybody, somebody, anybody in everywhere, somewhere or anywhere. Then, the biggest passion of word that I want to tell this earth is, "I HATE THIS MOMENT, TODAY, TONIGHT".

Did Earth knows how I passed my life? knock out all problem and kicked by any obstacles? Who understand? Who care? I always say to the core of myself to be patient and professional, but it just an amazing sucks. No change. Beside, too mani chance that I Lost. I HATE

Did you stay in this world to get any fun stuff or stay alive just like birds? Too much choice that we have to choose, but not all that deserve to be our way. It was same if you are looking for a platform to make your self to be useful or get much developed. Are you look at them just for a "name"
or "brand"? Not at all, I sure... actually for a few of people
Some People in front of me were shown an amazing efforts. I see that they are not cool as people around them. But inside, they have power to blow something incredible. Really an awesome power..
It may be not a special moment for anyone, coz he can look it anytime and anywhere. Of course I did not attract to talk about someone special moment in his or her life. But I underlined the main and the most important thing, it was 'changed', U should to know that they have 'changed'.
How many chance that U did? Or I did? May be just a little. But is it significant in your life? Can anybody see that? Or it just a song of your life?

Makasih buat Edo buat semangat nya... Doakan aku berhasil juga

Some people arround us, completely not the way that we should following as our parents or sisters and brothers. Although it was a teacher. Coz, every view in front of us is't right absolutely, and not false absolutely. You'll know that when the leaf had knocked the earth. When you have felt how to be a human, an alone human around thousand people and big society. Then you will make too much statement about people marks and values. As they marked you and put your values.
But it was't like our lecturer mark the tasks. I did't say all lecturer in the world. Juts a most of them. And the few one is the lucky part. As human logical and the book decided it. Beside, your self is the one that give the real mark on you.

Nice to meet my blog again. It's the first in july I have to fill this 'loving media' with sweety story and enjoy it's eye catching since my journey to Bukittinggi in National Conference 1 AIESEC Indonesia 2010.
Looking so far behind, I felt that my self isn't good as cool as my self in my dreams. Too much reason to say something like that. It's also involve many self evaluation while I walking every day like I have done usually.
The main thing that I see in this, I don't have enough spirit to up my soul and gain the Dreams. I have learn some experience and many theory about life, but it's seldom to be acted in my life so much. One day I feel that it's largest effect knock my heart and says "what are you looking for in this life looser?". I was woke up and tell to relax myself, but it doesn't work. A heavy feeling close my imagination and all of my brain by afraid feeling. No one can health this condition. I just hope that I'll find the big medicine to crush it.
Always be a fighter against your life. That is the word that I heard so loud through my life. Specially in fighting with my problem and broken heart. They are always spit to me and burn my finger when I get a stupid think or being looser hardly. Actually that was hurt. so hurt...

pernahkah kau merasakannya pernahkan kau merasa bahagia begitu banyak kisah tentang indah disana semua tentang cinta

tak ada kesedihan tak ada kepedihan hanya satu kedamaian

tak ada air mata tak kan pernah terlupa hanya kebahagiaan

begitu banyak kisah
tentang indah disana
semua tentang cinta

indah disana
penuh bahagia…
kuyakin semua..
jadi nyata..
jadi nyata..

Syair di atas aku copy dari situs yang nyediakan lirik astrid feat saint loco tsb.

aku posting karena kemarin ada yang request...

makasih banyak...

wah wah HAH... Besok Ujian yang terakhir.. harus tetap betul... jangan sampai dapat nilai jelek. (tapi mpe sekarang aku belum belajar, abis ga ada bahan sie..) Besok adalah ujian agama, malam ini cuma bersiap untuk ngarang bebas aja... tetap semangat teman2 akuntansi06... we'll rock, eh dukung you.... :)

OOalaaa.... Satu minggu lagi Mo mid... jangan malaz-malaz temen.. salah salah bisa ngulang baru tau. mari kita saling mendoakan yah.
sebesar apa usaha mu, maka sebesar itulah hasil yang akan kau dapatkan...
keep spirit men.. naruto aja gak mo kalah... jangan kalah juga dunkz,,,,,
tetep smangat... jangan lupa kasih makan kelinci juga..
assssuuuuu..!!!!

AIESEC Unand mengadakan acara yang bertemakan P-Box HIV / AIDS yang berlangsung mulai dari tanggal 24 februari sampai dengan bulan april 2007. rangkaian kegiatan tersebut berupa seminar di berbagai sekolah menengah di kota padang dan di universitas andalas padang. Acara anti HIV/aids ini juga di mengundang dokter , konseling remaja cemara , aiesec dari kanada dan Uda uni sumbar.

Menurut cheri , sebagai kordinator acara dari aiesec Unand , " semoga rangkaian kegiatan ini dapat menjadikan anak muda dari sumatera barat , sadar bahwa HIV/ AIDS sudah menjadi bahaya yang akan segera menyerang kita . oleh karena itu , peningkatan pengetahuan Tentang HIV aids sangata penting". Pada minggu perdana, tanggal 25 kemarin acara di isi dengan seminar bersama uda uni sumbar 2006, dan yang menjadi pembicara adalah Wakil 1 UDa Sumbar Edo Rinaldo dan Wakil II Uni Sumbar raydilla serta di hadiri oleh uni sumbar , cynara .

Sekitar jam 9 pagi acara sudah dimulai . Begitu tertariknya anak2 sma 3 padang dengan kehadiran Uda uni, sampai ada yang bawa handycam.. Presentasi dimulai tentang ilmu komunikasi yang disampaikan oleh uda edo kemudian disusul dengan Game membuat Tag line Anti HIV AIDS .
" Kami dari uda uni sumbar menyambut baik kerjasama ini. kami sebagai representative anak muda sumbar, berharap dengan adanya kegiatan ini, teman2 yang ikut acara ini bisa jadi Agent of change ke teman-temannya yang lain untuk membasmi HIV AIDS di minangkabau " begitu tutur , uni Raydilla wakil I uni sumbar 2006.
Edo rinaldo juga mengatakan, " Materi yang saya berikan tentang efektivitas iklan HIV / AIDS bagi anak muda sumbar , dasar pemikirannya adalah bahwa iklan HIV AIDS sudah banyak, ternyata tidak begitu signifikan mencegah HIV AIDS Di sumbar . oleh disini saya ingin mengajak kepada teman SMA 3 ,supaya bisa membuat iklan layanan masyarakat tentang HIV AIDS yang memggunakan slogan ke daerahan terutama Minangkabau atau sumatera barat, semoga dapat lebih diterima oleh masyarakat sumbar ini..Act local think Global"

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