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prasangka ...
14 years ago
Thursday, January 10, 2008
When I growing up, my self was loosing its soul
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Who will save me.......?
It’s all about my cool memories that I have memorized in my life story book. Memo is the first time that I have been met a good and cool girl. She is just the one that I know about and the real soul mate in my world. Actually at that time. But we were challenged by a long distance. Very far. This is why we decide to skip the sweet relation. Just skip and keep it in our own heart.
One day I was asking about her condition. Then suddenly she replays very friendly. Just like we was met yesterday. Then I don’t think it more seriously. Coz I know I would to keep and spread many sweat memories anymore. Just spread it. Just keep it.
Where ever you are… I would to create another Memo, even new or last..
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Thursday, December 2007. In class, a group of presentation consists in 5 men. All of them are good in their major. While they were presenting, I speak to my friend. Talking about something gonna be asked to them. We discussing. Then my friend asks a question. A hot scheme was realized. I involve in it also. As the audience I was a striker. And complain to the presenters. Actually it was just a normal session. But the lecturer disagree (an unknowledge person always stupid after all). She said we can to complain only. It is right?
Course it was right. But she complain?? It was a mistake. A presentation will be more attractive when the audience involve in it. No matter what they wanna be. A striker, referee, mediator, whatever. Coz it was better than a vacuum session. Isn’t it?. Are u waiting for a good and pretty and polite student asked a good question Mam?? What an intelligent woman you are.
I have being a real confident person in one day. Suddenly a threat was coming. Just look like a problem in the class. Then, it knocks me undirectly… I ‘m falling down.
One side, I am pretty good. I know that. But another side I was bad. In with 40 and 60 percent comparison. How I can groove it? How? ………. How??
Get to study and start everything from 0? Be a better one? More concentrate? To my dreams? May be all are true. And I will do it now. Make more manageable to my time. Be a professional. Yup. That is it.
But the truth was trembling. Coz of a stupid human and it’s unintelligent of something. Then he spoken thoroughly. And people were heard….
A famous face of my high school’s life. A moment in a research of Bonai Tribe in Rokan Hulu 2005. Too much memory spreads in it. Sweet and hurt combines in one flavor. Flavour of life. Too much different shine of face. Different air of style, and much atmosphere difference. Who the best? Or better? At least the true one? All are right after all. Coz it was decided before we was born. All of these lines. So what will be happened with those face? Same with us. They’ll pass their life. Kick barriers, be a cool, and get the winner. Actually a face it’s not the way to create a conclusion right?! Keep moving forward guys..
I’M NOT GIVING UP YET,
“Renge konoha springs twice” said Rock Lee the specialist taijutsu,, I think it in a moment. It’s true.
After get a vacuum time in a while, I decide to not staying away in a bad place and being a looser. Moreover, be a winner is my wish. There is a girl that always being my virtual motivator in the world. Till now, I have completed many papers of the targets list. Just for defeat her. It’s so simple and boring. But who knows it was my life way?
Hope I will keep it in hand is not a bullshit think. Coz I‘ll do it. Even I had passed a bad sheets history, that’s not a big barrier. It is me today. I am, tomorrow. I am, in the future. No matter how bad I am in the past. The real is I life today. Not yesterday. Forget the past and keep moving forward is the best I can do every time. Always.
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