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This is my mate in my days, actually I felt shy when I remember it's name. But it's ok, coz in my birthday later I'll replace it up.
It accompany me on my madness, sadness, happiness and so on. Sometimes I get mad and kick him (Ouchh...!!!) But sometimes, I remember to the one who gave me the brat. Thanks Fairish :)

One day, I 've been asked to teach someone about guitar. It was all about Bassist. Actually, I really blind on these 'boring senars'. So I told her that I can't. One sentence that I made as a reason is, "bassist does't hang up on the band".

A song, actually un-shaking without it
Speakers are empty without it
Sounds looks looser without it
A band, absolutely nothing without it

These words, I feel inside, are the main thing in the road.
We can't play with you outside, we can't feel the songs with the bass off-lite. Because you were the head of us, the first player, the striker. You are the bassist

When I growing up, my self was loosing its soul.
Who will save me.......?

It’s all about my cool memories that I have memorized in my life story book. Memo is the first time that I have been met a good and cool girl. She is just the one that I know about and the real soul mate in my world. Actually at that time. But we were challenged by a long distance. Very far. This is why we decide to skip the sweet relation. Just skip and keep it in our own heart.

One day I was asking about her condition. Then suddenly she replays very friendly. Just like we was met yesterday. Then I don’t think it more seriously. Coz I know I would to keep and spread many sweat memories anymore. Just spread it. Just keep it.

Where ever you are… I would to create another Memo, even new or last..

Thursday, December 2007. In class, a group of presentation consists in 5 men. All of them are good in their major. While they were presenting, I speak to my friend. Talking about something gonna be asked to them. We discussing. Then my friend asks a question. A hot scheme was realized. I involve in it also. As the audience I was a striker. And complain to the presenters. Actually it was just a normal session. But the lecturer disagree (an unknowledge person always stupid after all). She said we can to complain only. It is right?
Course it was right. But she complain?? It was a mistake. A presentation will be more attractive when the audience involve in it. No matter what they wanna be. A striker, referee, mediator, whatever. Coz it was better than a vacuum session. Isn’t it?. Are u waiting for a good and pretty and polite student asked a good question Mam?? What an intelligent woman you are.

I have being a real confident person in one day. Suddenly a threat was coming. Just look like a problem in the class. Then, it knocks me undirectly… I ‘m falling down.
One side, I am pretty good. I know that. But another side I was bad. In with 40 and 60 percent comparison. How I can groove it? How? ………. How??
Get to study and start everything from 0? Be a better one? More concentrate? To my dreams? May be all are true. And I will do it now. Make more manageable to my time. Be a professional. Yup. That is it.
But the truth was trembling. Coz of a stupid human and it’s unintelligent of something. Then he spoken thoroughly. And people were heard….

I’M NOT GIVING UP YET,
“Renge konoha springs twice” said Rock Lee the specialist taijutsu,, I think it in a moment. It’s true.
After get a vacuum time in a while, I decide to not staying away in a bad place and being a looser. Moreover, be a winner is my wish. There is a girl that always being my virtual motivator in the world. Till now, I have completed many papers of the targets list. Just for defeat her. It’s so simple and boring. But who knows it was my life way?
Hope I will keep it in hand is not a bullshit think. Coz I‘ll do it. Even I had passed a bad sheets history, that’s not a big barrier. It is me today. I am, tomorrow. I am, in the future. No matter how bad I am in the past. The real is I life today. Not yesterday. Forget the past and keep moving forward is the best I can do every time. Always.