Nice to meet my blog again. It's the first in july I have to fill this 'loving media' with sweety story and enjoy it's eye catching since my journey to Bukittinggi in National Conference 1 AIESEC Indonesia 2010.
Looking so far behind, I felt that my self isn't good as cool as my self in my dreams. Too much reason to say something like that. It's also involve many self evaluation while I walking every day like I have done usually.
The main thing that I see in this, I don't have enough spirit to up my soul and gain the Dreams. I have learn some experience and many theory about life, but it's seldom to be acted in my life so much. One day I feel that it's largest effect knock my heart and says "what are you looking for in this life looser?". I was woke up and tell to relax myself, but it doesn't work. A heavy feeling close my imagination and all of my brain by afraid feeling. No one can health this condition. I just hope that I'll find the big medicine to crush it.
Always be a fighter against your life. That is the word that I heard so loud through my life. Specially in fighting with my problem and broken heart. They are always spit to me and burn my finger when I get a stupid think or being looser hardly. Actually that was hurt. so hurt...
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